why i choose nursing?

why why why?
why i choose nursing?
to be honest way back in high school
when i was in 4th yr.
i don't have any ideas on what to took up in college
my friends want to took up ab.english
then i decided to join with them
but my parents wanted me to took up
nursing
because of this reason
1. for practical purposes
2. nursing is in demand
3. i had a lot of relatives in other countries that are nurses already
4. they want me to earn dollars

they enlightened my mind
but in the 1st place i don't want to took up this course
because

1. nursing is pressure
2. i find it so hard
3. money is a big thing in this kind of course


but as day goes by
now that I'm already in the second level
then i made a lot of sacrifices.
I'm starting to loving it.

but the answer why i choose nursing
its all because of my parents decision.

stupidity

it was
early in the morning
when suddenly my tears fall
just because of a songs
that struck me
that reminisced my past
and everything
but at least i handled
the pain.

for 5 days

damn
i was admitted at the hospital for 5 days
imagine?
because of this dengue thing.
but thanks to God
im already discharged and
i dont have any plans to went back at the hospital
staying at the hospital makes me more sick
because i dont have the communication outside.

rain sucks

OMG
the rain last night is so damn heavy
and it ruined my night
so possibly i have a monkey bussiness
but then it was canceled
and luckily my parents fetch me thats why
i didnt felt became a super duper wet chick.

deserve better

actually when we first met i never felt something so strong
but yet as day goes by i feel that you are my world already
then i was hooked for a moment
and now that your finally vanished
its hard for me to let you go and to move on
but then i know that
i deserve better than YOU.
and i wont gave my self to another
like i gave it to yah.